1 month

Chris died one month ago today. It's been a very hard day. I've cried more today than I had the past week combined. It did occur to me today, though, that regardless of the pain, I'm still glad that I knew Chris, and that I had 21 years with him. The next 21 years are going to unbearably difficult, I know, but I need to try to remember the good things, as well as the tragic ending.