I haven’t been sleeping well for the past two nights. I think I know why. Kevin sent me an English paper that he wrote about Chris and Asperger’s, and Christmas morning. He wrote about hearing my sister-in-law Julie talking to someone from the Sheriff’s Department. The next thing he remembers is being with Amanda in her room, and my brother Don came in sobbing, saying “He’s dead. He’s dead.” The pain and grief that Don is feeling is unimaginable. My heart breaks every time I think about him. His life will never be okay again. Like the rest of us. And it makes me mad again. What was Chris thinking? Was he thinking? Did he really think that he would just go away and everything would be okay?
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