Ben

I cried tonight over an episode of Friends. It was the one when Ross' son Ben was born, and Ross' sister Monica was so excited to meet her new nephew. I remembered the day that Chris was born. He thought about arriving on August 14, so I drove to Torrance in rush-hour traffic, only to find out that his mom Julie had been sent home. He finally got here on August 15, and it was amazing. I never imagined that I would only have 21 years with him. The pain is still unimaginable.